So why should I do it otherwise? I didn’t go and see a consellor to help me cope… And people are shocked, because I really ‘NEED’ to if I want to feel better. Thing is, I certainly feel better than they do. Because I delt with it my own way; writing, drawing, painting, listening and playing music, going to places and really watching them. Feeling the sunon my skin, the air, walking barefoot on the grass. Breathing. Can people just let me do my things the way I want to do them without judging? I am not lost. I go forward. I am not lonely, I have friends and people all over the planet caring for me. I am not the poor little thing. I am one of the luckiest one because I can share, help, care.